Sunday, January 10, 2016
that prospect

After she left, you reached out to me.  How is your timing that perfect?  I was bored, and nothing to do so I gave you another shot.  But you are one of the most disgusting human beings I have ever met.  Yes you have a pretty face, but your core is shit.  You can't say you're hot if you're flat AF.  You're broke, and you're dependent.  Just know I could of taken ANYONE to new years.

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Sunday, August 30, 2015
next gift

I think you were one of the best things that happened to me in 5 years.  It has probably been a few weeks since you left.  I do miss you.  You actually wholeheartedly cared for me.  It really did made those months fly by.  I really wonder if it was my rude attitude towards you that made you keep coming back.  Is this really how it works? 

I'm sorry I didn't like you, I really hope you do well in LA.  I think I'm dead on the inside cry

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Thursday, May 28, 2015

ah fuck... i guess its time to stop smoking

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Tuesday, April 21, 2015
Next opportunity

My friends ask me why am I volunteering so much lately?  What is your motive behind this?

The truth is... As I roam the halls and throughout my workplace.  I see unhappy people.  Wishing they could be doing something else.  I have a career that I was meant to do and I enjoy it.  Therefore I feel blessed, and I wholeheartedly just want to give back.

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Friday, April 17, 2015


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Saturday, April 04, 2015

My roommate says its " 桃花运"

ABOUT TIME!  I don't feel that shitty gloomy cloud hanging above me anymore.

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Thursday, March 19, 2015

what a mistake, now i don't know how to get rid of this dumb little girl

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Thursday, March 12, 2015
Next prospect

I was looking through my phone one day bored as hell and picked this girl I met last month to grab lunch.  From what I remember she was beautiful but my friend said don't fuck with her she is materialistic with the worst personality.  I didn't care, I'll try it out.

As we ate I got a general idea of her.  She has no idea what to do in life, very dependent, and yes materialistic.  But not THAT materialistic that my friend made it out to be.  The dinner concluded we said good byes and I honestly had a good time.

I thought to myself how far I can take this...?  I texted her again to come drink after work almost an instantaneous yes.  Which was very odd so we went.  Got in, asked her what would you like to drink?  "Macallan 18"  I smirked because that is a fucking hell no.  The owner came and greeted me and gave me a free bottle of my favorite scotch.  As we're nearing half the bottle, I realize this is not a good girl.

Got into more personal topics, she starts of course talking about her ex.  How he always gave her money, bought her bags, and was so caring.  I played along uh huh uh huh uh huh.  What she didn't know is I know her ex because the girl hes seeing had a thing with me.  On top of that she came over to my house a week ago.

Tired of hearing about her ex, i brought up an idea to go in the room and sing karaoke.  the bottle is about 75% gone by now between the two of us.  I thought to myself I wont hesitate anymore because I fucked up so bad on the last girl I was dating.  I went in for the kiss, of course she moved away.  I went again and she kissed me back.  After 30 min of eating each other faces she got hungry and ordered food.  She started cutting up everything and feeding me.  HUGE turn on.

Her girlfriends were in the vicinity and she started introducing me to them and then laid back in my arms. I guess i made a little name for myself, when these youngstas already knew who i am.

She got real sleepy I asked her to come over, but she replied she had school early the next day.  Good! or that would've been way too easy.

Few days go by, I invited her for wine at my work.  She said her birthday was coming up and really wanted a cake from Jean Philippe but last year her ex couldn't get it.  I laughed and said which one you want send me a picture.  She was in disbelief theres no way its in 3 days.  I said i'm considered an executive here i'll make it happen.  The way she smiled and said okay... made me feel good Smile

Of course I got her a custom $300 cake.  I just did it to hint how much power I really have and I didn't spend a dime.  Told her it was ready for pick-up after 6pm.  As she was on the way I said I can bring it

....did i fucking fall asleep after writing this? fuck this hoe.

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Sunday, February 22, 2015

These last two days was one of the best I had in a long time.  I met someone from Julliard.  I didn't even know it was that prestige.  Traveling the world to play in grand events while enjoying what you like... That is really cool.  I hope to see you when I go to LA this June until then.

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Wednesday, February 18, 2015
There is no next


I remember back in the day I couldn't sleep because of a huge pain running down my left leg due to sciatic pain.  When I had a bad case of pneumonia and coughing up blood.  When I twisted my back again hiking and i couldn't stand up straight.  When I was almost blinded in my left eye for two weeks.  Can not measure up to those words I heard from you..."I got engaged."  Good thing I'm a great actor surprised I held it all in.  Strange thing is, not to sound cliche, I'm not even mad heh.

I asked shouldn't you be happier to gauge you.  But how you replied and the excuse made me feel deep down inside that he isn't the one.  When my gut is this strong the insight is usually true.  However I hope I'm wrong.

I hope everyday he treats you for what you are really worth.  Someone who truly deserves the title of extraordinary.

I don't ever want to meet your fiance, and definitely never as your husband so lets leave it at that.

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